I'm not feeling so great today.

Happy Wednesday, everyone.

Spring Break was fantastic. One of the best Spring Breaks I've ever had...and for several reasons. I love my youth group, I LOVE building houses, and I loved laughing at drunk people stumbling on themselves at the beach, but the absolute highlight of this trip was not only giving the keys to the family of the house we built for this year, but visiting the family of the house we built LAST year. We didn't even think they would remember us, but when we pulled up in our vans...the kids came SPRINTING to us. I was able to hold back some tears then, but as we walked inside the house, I see our team picture-framed- hanging on the wall of the kids room. At that point, I couldn't hold back the tears. All the nails I hammered, all the boards I cut, all the concrete I poured and mixed for literally HOURS paid off right then and there. That's when I was reassured that what I've done for the past 6 Spring Breaks is completely and totally worth it.

    




To the top is a picture of me and two of the kids in 2010. To the bottom is a picture of all of us a year later. AND...I just noticed that in the 2010 picture, we are building the wall that we are sitting in front of in the 2011 picture... wow.


Recently it's been really, REALLY hard for me to trust people. Even people that are really close to me. And I don't know what it is, but it's a scary feeling. Only being able to trust yourself....but I can't even do that sometimes. But I think it's causing me to rely on God more. It's just too bad He's not tangible...ya know? I don't know. Just a thought.

I'm also being super impatient right now, and I need to stop it. Good things come to those who wait...

I really need to get NSYNC Christmas off of my itunes. It's only good at Christmas time.

I watched that cartoon movie called Tangled....and I cried. It was SUCH a cute movie. I also realized that I have a crush on a cartoon character. Pathetic? No.. he's the perfect man. Minus him not being real and all... okay it is pathetic. Judge me.

Thanks Jew for cleaning the room.... but I feel bad. I mean I wanted to fail room check today because I didn't wanna clean, but I guess that bothered you....?

I watched the Friday music video by Rebecca Black....my thoughts? "Friday, Friday, Shove-an-ice-pick-in-my-eye-day".

I'm in a kinda crappy mood right now. I'm gonna take a nap....college kid LIFE.